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all you'll ever have [open] « Thread Started on May 25, 2009, 8:31pm »
they know exactly what you're here for DON'T LOOK UP JUST LET THEM THINK there's no place else you'd rather be ----------
Emmalie was feeling rather reckless by now. She'd modeled all day, doing one shoot. Her knees ached from kneeling and her head ached from the brilliant lights. She was sort of tired in a light, floaty kind of way. Her make-up, heavy as it was, was smudging lightly but she didn't really care. She was past that point by now, and then Emmalie had never really cared what most people thought, despite everything. She needed to get away from the studio. She figured she'd go for a drink at O'Reilly's because goodness only knew how much she needed it. Emmalie had never been much of a drinker; she detested being drunk for the most part and despised really drunk people. She partied, sure, and had a drink or two but that was really it. She figured one drink wouldn't kill her.
Her old car made dubious sounds as she drove to the pub, rattling and wheezing like an asthmatic. Emmalie knew her car sucked, but a car that was a piece of shit was better than no car at all. It provided fairly decent transportation and that was basically all she asked of it. That, and the CD player and radio worked. She turned on the radio to her latest favourite station, and bobbed her head slightly to the beat, still keeping focused on the road. Emmalie stopped at a light and then checked her hair. The teasing was still relatively intact and it looked pretty good, all things considered. Emmalie fluffed up the top and smoothed the bottom. Then she stepped lightly on the gas and pulled into the pub. She flicked off the ignition and tossed her keys nonchalantly into her purse as she locked the doors. It was one things she was obsessive about: locking doors.
The pub was comforting and warm in atmosphere. Emmalie had been her only a few times before, so she looked around slightly dazed at first. Then she made her way over to the bar, tugging on a long chunk of hair as she moved, her black Converse making next to no sound on the linoleum floor as she padded over to the bar. There were only a few people here at 5:30 on a Thursday afternoon, so Emmalie wasn't surprised. She didn't really want to be flirted with and pushed by over-confident guys tonight. Maybe another night she would have been up to it, but not this night. She wanted to relax, talk to someone nice, and then go home and sleep. Hell, she was 18 and she figured she could drink if she wanted to. Besides, the people here didn't ask questions. She slid onto a bar stool and settled herself, keeping her oversized tote on her lap and balancing herself. She ordered herself a hard lemonade and settled back to wait.
Swinging her legs loosely, Emmalie looked around for someone she knew. She was in the mood for someone to talk to, provided that it wouldn't turn into one of the screaming matches she and her mom seemed to always be engaged in nowadays. She shifted her purse on her legs and then dropped it onto the floor, keeping it in place with her feet. She smoothed her hair again, fluffing the choppy layers on top and toying with one of the longer chunks that hung over her shoulders. When her drink arrived, Emmalie took a sip and twirled the straw between her black-varnished fingers. She wasn't particularly hungry today. She took another sip and sighed lightly, bored with everything. She then stopped swinging her legs, realizing that it made her look pretty juvenile. Bracing one foot against the bottom of the barstool, Emmalie let her other leg dangle loosely. She checked her watch and then turned away. She certainly had time to kill, which was why she was here.
Emmalie didn't plan on getting drunk, she just planned on having one drink and leaving. Her house was pretty stressful because she was getting ready to move out, and her stuff was packed. Her mom, wonderful as she generally was, wasn't getting it, and that frustrated Emmalie, who was used to her mom understanding. She was exhausted with the modeling, and although she was ready to quit some days, it was a steady income and she really needed that. Plus it wasn't actually that bad for her because she stayed out of the drama. Emmalie lapsed back, reflecting.
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Re: all you'll ever have [open] « Reply #1 on May 27, 2009, 3:24pm »
--- Today was not the best day of all days. Of course, Jesse couldn't exactly complain. He had spent the day at his Folk's place and got all of the third degree they could possibly dish out at him. Jesse hated the days in which he had to visit his parents place. They never seemed to appreciate anything he did for them. He was the reason they were not living on the streets and yet he didn't even receive a simple "thank you" for his efforts. That's really what made him angry the most. Regardless of what he did for them, they never once acknowledged the things he was doing for them. Shaking his head the entire way home, Jesse pressed down the gas peddle of his truck and raced his way home. It was rare for Jesse to be anything other than happy, but his parents were generally the key to pissing him off. Even his cousin, Spencer, couldn't stand being around them and seeing the way they treated Jesse. Taking a deep breath and running his fingers through his hair, he let off of the gas peddle enough to slow the vehicle down to a decent pace and to where he was obeying the speed limit. He was never really much of one for rules, but the laws he obeyed. He knew that he would not do well in jail if the situation happened to strike him. Spencer would do well in jail, though, and the two of them decided that if they ended up in jail, Spence would be his protector. Jesse probably couldn't handle all of the gay guys in jail, so Spencer would have to take care of them for him.
--- Pulling into the driveway of his apartment, Jesse parked his truck and killed the engine before getting out and locking it behind him. Making his way into his apartment, he grabbed the bottom of his shirt and pulled it off over his head and tossing it to the floor on his way to the bathroom. After a meeting like the one he had today, a shower was definitely in order. So, he finished removing his clothes and stepped into the shower. The water, at first, hit him like a thousand knives since it was so cold, but after adjusting the temperature, he was fine. Jesse hated taking showers, but he did them often. He thought that they were very time consuming and pointless since he was just going to go out and get dirty again. Generally, he washed his hair twice. He didn't like smelling bad and his hair was something he absolutely loved. He took extra good care of it. Finishing his shower, he turned off the water and stepped out, wrapping a towel around his waist. Grabbing the other towel he had on the counter, he placed it on his head and proceeded to dry his hair. Pulling the towel off of his head, he made his way into his bedroom and towards the closet. He had no idea what he wanted to wear, but he knew that he was going out. So, really, he just pulled out a t-shirt and jeans and put them on. Running his hands through his damp hair, he shrugged his shoulders and grabbed the keys to his truck off of the counter and headed back towards his vehicle.
--- After everything that was going on in his life, he figured that a drink would be the best way to go. It was a way to just calm down for a while and just.. relax. Jess did drink, a lot, but normally it was just with Spencer. He didn't really like drinking in public, but he did when he needed to or when he was out of alcohol. Pulling out of his parking lot, Jesse made his way downtown, looking for his favorite drinking place, O'Rielly's. That was Jess's favorite place to hang out at. Normally he and Spencer would go and just joke around with a whole bunch of the people there. Running his hands through his hair, he thought about his cousin. He needed to go to the hospital and see him. Something was up and Jesse had no idea what was going on. Pulling into the parking lot of the pub, Jesse killed the engine, stepped out of the vehicle, and locked it behind him. Putting his keys into his pocket, he grabbed the door and pulled it open. Seeing a couple of people he knew, he grinned at them and shook his head. Making his way towards the bar, he grabbed and abandoned bar stool and smiled at the bartender. The girl behind the counter was cute, but Jesse just ordered his drink and went on with his life. It was obvious she was interested in him by the looks she was giving him, but he didn't even notice. Jesse wasn't much of one to acknowledge the looks of the opposite sex. Sometimes he was absolutely clueless. The bartender was cute, so Jesse flashed her a small smile before taking his drink from her "Is there anything else I can get you?" he heard her say and he shook his head politely. Glancing over, he smiled at the black haired girl at the end of the bar and moved down a couple of seats so he could sit next to her. "Well hello there, beautiful. Haven't seen you in awhile"
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Re: all you'll ever have [open] « Reply #2 on May 27, 2009, 3:55pm »
they know exactly what you're here for DON'T LOOK UP JUST LET THEM THINK there's no place else you'd rather be ----------
Emmalie was pretty much in her own world by the time anyone else showed up. After all, it was a little early for anyone to be drinking. Checking her watch, Emmalie realized it was about quarter to six. She knew she should have eaten something like her rather overprotective mom often urged her to, but despite everything Emmalie wasn't anorexic; she just didn't always take care of herself the way she should have. She showered often, of course, and washed her make-up off every night. She was hygienic but often lapsed on eating properly. She was slim with a fast metabolism but being borderline emetophobic wreaked havoc on her overactive imagination and made her wary of food. It was a model thing, avoiding nutritition like the plague. Emmalie found hunger a sign everything was fine. Her stomach wasn't gnawing or growling yet so she figured she could wait a bit.
She looked around from time to time but being alone at the bar was only a mild inconvenience to her. She didn't mind it a lot. Besides, it wasn't like she was a totally friendless loser who drank to get rid of her worries; Emmalie wasn't like that but she needed her space. As an only child, she was used to being left alone although her few years at a private boarding school had certainly killed her expectations of privacy and only strengthened her need for alone time. She wasn't entirely solitary, although now seeing someone who wasn't going to annoy her or ridicule her would have been nice. Emmalie took a sip of her drink and leaned back a little, her body relaxing. This was what she needed. A good night's sleep wouldn't hurt at all, either. Emmalie could acknowledge that she was low on sleep, but she often deprived herself of sleep. That wasn't anything new. She wasn't tired now, as the sugar had woken her up. She was actually pretty comfortable by now, although she was starting to feel quite hungry.
When a voice spoke, Emmalie whipped around on the spinny barstool and grinned, suppressing the jump. She knew that voice, and the face attached to it. She had to use her feet to stop herself at a hald rotation, and her hands flew out to steady herself on the counter. She wasn't drunk or anything, but the barstools were a little overly tippy and loose. She didn't want to whip out the attitude now, but she had to laugh at his use of 'beautiful'. She knew she was relatively attractive, and her self-esteem wasn't low, but it was amusing to her. "Beautiful?" Emmalie asked, chuckling again. "Thanks. Good to see you too. I haven't seen you around. Shoots keeping you busy?" She brushed her bangs out of her face, wishing she'd straightened them a little more. The unruly bend halfway down was starting to reappear, that she could tell. It wasn't even damp out yet! Emmalie moved her feet so one black Chuck Taylor rested nonchalantly on top of her canvas tote. She wasn't afraid of thieves because she didn't have more than 20 bucks in her wallet and she wasn't carrying a credit card, just her driver's liscense and some other ID. The most expensive items in the bottom of her bag would have been her MAC eyeliner and mascara.
Her other leg swung slightly, brushing the shiny silver legs of the stool. Emmalie didn't know where to go from here, so she took another small sip of her drink. She was glad she had company now, because she could talk to Jesse easily. Had anyone else shown up, well, she wasn't sure how she would have been able to cope. Sometimes she felt like she was losing her grip, but then she forced herself out of it. Besides, it wasn't like she was on drugs. Compared to most models, Emmalie was positively squeaky clean. She didn't drink a lot, she wasn't on cocaine or heroin or anything, although she did smoke the occasional joint. She didn't smoke cigarettes and she didn't have an eating disorder. Sometimes it was almost like she was hiding behind a mask. Emmalie, however, wasn't bothered by her lack of addictions. The only thing that sort of rankled was the fact that people thought she was a slut, but Emmalie wasn't one to let that get to her and if it bugged her, generally she was just hormonal or PMSing. She was rarely without a good word for people and today was no exception, despite how tired and hungry she was. Still, she liked Jesse a lot and she was not going to let herself be cranky now.
"Generally I just get a drink here. What would you recommend to eat?" Emmalie asked, turning back to the bar for a second and then refocusing on him. "Shoots all day always make me hungry." She wasn't afraid to admit that she ate and enjoyed it. Food wasn't always the enemy for her, although she was almost deathly afraid of food poisoning. Still, she knew no one that had ever gotten sick or even so much as a stomach ache from O'Reilly's, so she figured she was safe. Besides, it was only fast food and unfamiliar places that really scared her. Emmalie reached up to smooth the longer layers and to push her thick bangs out of her eyes.
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Re: all you'll ever have [open] « Reply #3 on Jun 4, 2009, 7:15pm »
--- Jesse wasn't exactly the type to worry about the time of day it was when he started his drinking habits. It wasn't like him to worry about the time of the day or who was in the place with him at the time. Normally, Jess didn't even bother going out and drinking by himself, but since Spencer was in the hospital and that he was too big of a pansy to go see him, he was by himself and the pub seemed the appropriate place to go. The day he'd had was eating him alive. He didn't understand why his family was the way it was. It just.. didn't add up. No matter what he did for them, they still treated him like shit and he was starting to cope with the fact that it was going to be that way the rest of his life. Gripping his steering wheel a little tighter than before, he shook his head and let out a small sigh. He should have been used to being taken advantage of and treated like shit, but each and every time it was like a brand new wound that appeared on him. He didn't exactly know how he was dealing with everything, but he kept a smile on his face regardless. Things were bound to turn around sometime, right? Besides, now was the time he had to be strong, if not for himself, then for his cousin who needed it more than he did.
--- Tonight, though, he just wanted to relax. He wanted to drink his problems away for a little while and go on with his life. That's what he was best at. Like most people, Jesse drank to get rid of his problems for a little while unless there was something better he could find that he didn't have to drink for. It was surprising to see the dark haired girl there at the pub. After all she was a lot younger than him and she wasn't necessarily legal to be ordering beverages like that in a public bar. It just reminded him that the new age technology and whatnot for fake IDs was getting a lot more believable. Grinning a little at her reaction tot he word beautiful, he glanced at her after the bartender placed his drink on the bar. It wasn't much of a secret that Jesse sort of had a thing for Emmalie. There was something different about her that he couldn't quite put his finger on, but it was definitely something good. Taking a sip of his jack and coke he nodded his head as she spoke "Thanks. Good to see you too. I haven't seen you around. Shoots keeping you busy?" he laughed a little and rubbed his hands on his jeans. "Oh man, so busy. I hardly have time to play gigs anymore. They've got me working six days a week. Luckily you caught me on my day off. What about you?"
--- Jess was a ladies man. He liked to make the girls he liked feel like Queens because really, they had the right to feel that way. Jesse was a gentleman and treated the ladies with the utmost respect. He wasn't necessarily raised a gentleman, but he grew up to be one. He hated seeing other guys treat women like pieces of meat. Jess wasn't like that whatsoever. Sex wasn't a big deal to him. He could live without it unlike the rest of the persons with the male appendage. Jesse was really just interested in looking for an actual relationship. If the sex came with it, so be it. He'd never push a girl to do anything she didn't want to do and he was very good with taking 'no' for an answer. Glancing over at Emmalie again, he couldn't help but stare for a moment or two. She caught his eye the very first day they worked together. He was blessed with doing a shoot with her and really, he couldn't get her off his mind since. "Generally I just get a drink here. What would you recommend to eat?" Snapping out of his little dream state, he placed his hands back on the bar and folded them. "Hm, the cheeseburgers here are to die for. I'll tell you what, I'll even buy it for you since I want you to have one" glancing at the bartender, she grinned at him and he smiled back "Two cheeseburgers please?" she nodded at him and went towards the back to place their orders. Folding his arms on the bar, Jesse turned his attention back to Emmalie. "So. What has Ms. Bradshaw been up to these days?"
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Re: all you'll ever have [open] « Reply #4 on Jun 5, 2009, 6:07pm »
they know exactly what you're here for DON'T LOOK UP JUST LET THEM THINK there's no place else you'd rather be ----------
Nowhere did getting drunk figure into Emmalie's plans for the night. That was something she didn't need at all. However, being tiny and on her second drink of the night, she could feel her head beginning to buzz. She knew her limits. She also knew that she needed to eat quite badly. Her stomach was growling to the point that it was uncomfortable, and she pressed her arms ightly against it. That was a trick she'd learned a while ago for temporarily quelling the sounds. She knew she was slim and healthy, and that most of the models were puking their guts out after eating, but she couldn't help but wonder. Maybe it was a girl thing, maybe not. Emmalie had no trouble shifting herself back into the pub with Jesse. His voice instantly calmed her.
"Six days a week? That sucks." Emmalie groaned. She was working five days a week herself, but she knew how much music meant to Jesse. "I'm doing five days a week, but it might as well be seven, you know? The last few shoots have been okay, with people I can tolerate at the very least." It felt so much longer. She hated posing; it made her feel like some sort of Barbie doll, the blonde, preppy image that she hated and strived not to be. After all, Barbie didn't wear black nail polish and dye her hair black did she? Barbie with side bangs? Unthinkable. The alcohol was already getting to her. Damn! Emmalie stopped and took a deep breath in, noticing that Jesse was looking a little zoned out too. She wasn't sure what it was about him, but he wasn't cocky or crazy for sex like so many of the guys at the agency. He was sweet, and didn't put pressure on her. Emmalie hated pressure because it always made her crack.
Her sort of half-smile broadened as he said he'd buy her a cheeseburger. "Sure, if you want," she said. "Thanks. I take it you're hungry too?" Well, of course. She flipped her head slightly and her bangs slid into her eyes again. Not bothering with shoving them out of the way or adjusting their position, Emmalie spun to face Jesse again. She was feeling remarkably comfortable here. Pushing up the sleeve of her light-pink long-sleeved top and scratching at her wrist absently, Emmalie replied, "Ms. Bradshaw has been up nothing great recently. Just hanging out with Lillie, doing too many shoots, throwing out the razor blades and going out and buying more in case I need them. I'm such a wuss." She rolled her eyes in disgust with her caving and sighed. "That pretty much sums it up, actually."
The waitress slid two plates with steaming cheeseburgers on them towards the two and Emmalie smiled at her. "Thanks," she said and poked the plate towards Jesse. "Even models need to eat good food every once and a while," she joked, lifting her burger to her mouth and taking a bite. He'd been right; the burgers were delicious. They had something she didn't get a whole lot of at home, and that would be fat. She enjoyed it, though. Kicking one Converse-clad food, Emmalie grinned slightly as she took another bite. She had been really hungry. Not that she was surprised by that or anything, because she felt her meals had to be tiny around the agency, but it was something new.
Letting him get a start on his burger seemed like a good idea to Emmalie. "You don't have to answer this if you don't want to," she said, "but I was just wondering how Spencer's doing." She didn't like him much, but it didn't matter. He was in the hospital, and not doing well. That was really all Emmalie was dwelling on. She looked at Jesse, eyes full of sympathy. She knew how it felt. After all, Lillie was slowly killing herself, and Emmalie was the only one who knew. That was pretty tough. She'd never been good with secrets, not knowing how to handle them. Still, Emmalie knew that she wouldn't tell yet. She didn't want to hurt Jesse, but she knew how much Spencer's state was affecting him. And no small wonder. That would have been hard for anyone. She took another bite of her burger, chewing slowly and regretting making an awkward silence. Why the hell had she been stupid to ask? After all, Jesse could have come here to forget it. She sighed quietly and then kicked her foot against the counter, lightly enough that it made little sound. Where did one go from there.
"Don't talk about it if you don't want to. I don't want to push you." There, she'd said it. Emmalie was hardly the type to push anything on anyone, but if she was pushed hard enough herself, well. She twisted the cuff of her shirt in her hands, toying with it absently and then releasing it. Fiddling with stuff was an annoying nervous habit that Emmalie had never quite been able to shake. Still, it was okay, considering the alternative. STATUS; done WORD COUNT; 851 CREDITS; moi. TAGGED; Jesse Rian Griffin NOTES; Sorry for the crappiness and awkwardness. It was a quick post 'cause I'm being summoned for supper.